I stumbled upon this post a while ago, and it’s an easy choice for this week’s weekly reader. Even though the weekly reader idea has been a little bit less than weekly I suppose. Bi-weekely reader? Occasional reader? Anyway, here’s something I found on the internet that you should read. The post itself is a guest post at Little Did She Know, a blog I don’t actually follow all that often.
In this post, Julie Rodgers shared her story. The one where she came to terms with the reality that she was not as ex-gay as she had said she was, rather publicly. At this point she had been so involved in Ex-gay ministry that people knew her. What people knew was that she had been attracted to women and that she or God was changing her orientation. Except that she knew that she still liked girls. And she said this:
Jennifer Knapps’ personal memoir, Facing the Music, was released this week. And I’ve read it cover to cover in 2 days. Knapp is perhaps best known these days as the Christian rock star who left Christian music to be a lesbian. Despite much googling on my part, the details of her personal life have remained rather quiet. Much to the disappointment of scores of Christian lesbians (okay just me) who were desperate to hear exactly what that process was like for her and perhaps find in her someone like us. Perhaps that pressure was why she kept those details to herself for so long. Perhaps she was waiting until she had the story fully ready rather than share it in disjointed segments as songwriters so often do. Anyway, she’s ready now, and the story was well worth the wait.
“From glass alabaster she poured out the depths of her soul. Oh foot of Christ would you wait if her harlotries known…” “Hold Me Now” Kansas.